Day Twelve of My 12 Day Journey to Heal My Body

Day #12
Self control

I did two days on this code day as well. Just had that feeling to not go on just yet.

First day of Day 12.

Right ankle arthritic this morning
Weary again - quite sleep when it's time to wake.
Feels like a stitch underneath my right ribs front and back - quite painful
Right shim feeling a tiredness sensation
Itchy nape.
Realised today I have not had a tingling in my hands and fingers for several days!!!
My bladder feels different more in control of itself - when it is full I am able to ignore the full feeling and go back to sleep and not feel the need to get up and disturb my sleep to relieve myself. And can last till morning.
Was feeling better yesterday than today but that's okay
Back of my right foot not achey but certainly felling something in it this morning
Definite problem in my right ear again.
Right hand middle of back and up to my wrist knuckles uncomfortable
Small amount of electrical activity in my head
Midnight
feelings good end of day
still happy
Really into my website
Oliver did his overnight.

Second day of Day 12
self control

Had a nightmare that sent a jolt straight to my tummy - immediately woke up and prayed unceasingly that that memory would not hurt me.
Lay in bed with such a sensation of peace and relaxation never experience before. - I didn’t want to get out in case the world hurt me again. Beautiful feeling and then in tense ouch that hurt pain in area around ball of my right foot ankle wiggly stitch in my back under my ribs and my right ear a painful sensation
pins and needles in my right hand and fingers no matter where I moved my hand
Staying in bed today
Sharp pain settle d in my heart area for about 1 minute - very sore
Ear throbbing inside and can feel my blood pulsing through it

5pm Might bit of flashing in head - better lying down.

Day Eleven of My12 Day Journey To Healing My Body

Day #11
Humility

6.30am I am feeling great today - up and about early
Energetic
Determined to conquer my latest challenge to get traffic to my site with no distractions today
7.15am - burst into tears
needed to sit
very emotional
Feeling sorry for many things that are happening to people I love around me
12 noon did to much at once and got light headed

itchey spot on my right nipple areola area annoying today off and on.

Day Ten of 12 Days to Healing My Body

Day #10
Trust


This day I took 2 days to complete the codes. Why you ask? Because for some reason I did not want to go on to Day #11 just yet. My mind didn't want to accept new codes - I felt like I hadn't really fulfilled the codes for Day #10 yet. So I did a second day - couldn't hurt!!

I have listed them both in this post so as the sequence of the daily postings is not compromised.

First day of Day #10

Sleepy after a really good sleep.
Right ear still playing up - worse today than ever been
Eyesight improved with more focus on detail
Small amount of flashing in head
Still not entirely steady on my feet
Not feeling good inside myself.
Weight down to 65 without water retention ill yesterday - which I deliberately didnt take thinking maybe my daily pills are too much for my body to cope with now.
Unable to face delivery of pamphlets - a contracting job I have
Sinuses still clear and no pain in my right foot or leg.
Bone still clicking when I exercise my ankle.
Little bit of itching - no actual raised lumpy skin thought
5pm - feeling good - no flashes
am excited about my learning today. Feeling very encouraged with my self healing.
My insides feel so much happier! And I did have my blood pressure pills this morning. Bit scared to go without them - just in case!!
7.15pm pain in my left leg just below my knee
feeling good, except have a headache however no flashes!!
9.45pm sleepy and brain fagged = headache subsided - still there though.

Second day of Day #10

6am - bone right toe and foot intense pain
8am - intense pain gone although toe itself feeling a massaging feeling in it
tired feeling in left hip
feeling very alert and happy
tearful - feeling very emotional
bladder full - different feeling
no flashing in my head
unsteady on my feet after my shower - is this due to being hungry?
feeling very hungry.
8.45 sensation traveled down the entire left side o fmy body
tired feeling in my left side inside
12 noon feeling gone
my vaginal discharge gone
4pm weary and a little unbalanced
bedtime - sharp pain through my heart area - again - chokkie biscuits???
no headache today or tonight for a change
feel like I could stay up all night learning my new business of internet marketing
however we both need sleep!!

Day Nine of My 12 Day Journey To Heal My Body

Day #9
Goodness

Sleepy so stayed in bed till 8. Woke at 5 so did Codes then.
Ear still sore (right - twinges to remind me to take things easy today)
Flashing in my head
Tearful
Head not feeling right.
Am up in lounge only I feel like I should be lying down. - will stay up for a while.
Small amount of itching nape of neck not like it was though.
No sign of extra food in my weight this morning - down to 66Kgs.
Shakey in my arms
Symptoms persisted all day
Also headachey
Published my first blog 12 days

Day Eight of My 12 Day Journey to Heal My Body

Day #8
Kindness


Headachey - due to the chocolate I ate before I went to bed last night?
Sinuses clear
No pain in right foot or toes still - appears to be no sign of arthritis.
Feeling sad for Ari
fairly good sleep. Slept with calming music BOM video sound track.
Wide awake after only 4-1/2 hours sleep. Daylight savings yesterday – usually disturbs my sleep pattern for the first few days.
Itch still at nape of neck when I have exzcema - not as bad today.
Right Ear still sore when I swallow.
Lunchtime - head still not clear.
5.30pm Electrical storm going on in my head - not as bad at 10pm but still there.
Can't walk or drive very steadily. Wee bit panicky
now and again a butterfly in my lower tummy

9pm ate a huge meal of chicken and stuffing and a banana really late.
No blood pressure pills today to see if that is the cause of flashing in head.
Bedtime - could feel my heart pulsing in my ears - headachey - Keith home from Auckland and drove down the hill to get him. Not very confident in doing that though.
Missionaries came at 1/4 to 8 and gave me a blessing.

Day Seven of My 12 Day Journey

Day #7
Patience

Woke buzzing with an idea for a book
Headachey - is this the after effects of eating chocolate yesterday?
Sinuses blocked and annoying in the morning
Totally relaxed today - all by myself in bed - enjoying the fresh air
Cleaned some of the house today - kitchen and living areas in case I got some visitors.
Listening to spiritual music - Book of Mormon Video soundtrack
At peace with myself
Missing my granddaughter and wanting to teach her what I know so far about his healing programme.
Mind very alert to editing copy of documents.
Rested today while exploring my business prospects.
By the evening my sinuses were better.
No pain in my toes or my foot
Still experiencing an itch at the back of my neck

Feeling sorry for my granddaughter
Got my 3 websites out into the world - published.
Still have to sort one out for an embedded code that won't read for some reason
Nuisance - will do after the webinar tomorrow.

Day Six of My 12 Day Journey

Day #6
Peace

Chest rattley near end of 2nd set of codes
Coughing - chesty
Right foot toes still a problem
also middle of right foot small amount of pain
sinus still clear - although right one a little runny by mid morning

Pictures with children
Icecream and m&M's $56
Mum and Dad's
squeamish
no energy - feeling like sitting
Dog over my clothes no problem- not panicking about it

Head not good after an hour in my parents house

itchy nape
Home - head getting worse, extremely sleepy
Glad of Ariana's help with dinner
Bed to watch DVD Harry Potter with the children - couldnt keep my eyes open

Through the night 2pm onwards - blocked right sinus - both sides full, coughing, leaking, quite weary and uncomfortable till daybreak.
Headachey
Must have dozed off as woke with a book idea in my head - perfect sex in a perfect marriage - virgins - ideas.

Day Five of My 12 Day Journey to Healing my Body

Day # 5
Joy

Sinuses clear
Intense pain tonight in right foot middle toe areas
I am more assertive
Confident in being who I am
Feeling encouraged by a loves one's attitude in helping me to around the house when guests are due - a very pressured situation - and then to help with the cleaning up after they were gone.
Feeling patient
More daring to be myself regardless of those around me and their thoughts.
This morning arthritis in right foot quite severe pain.
Weary to the point of extreme sleepiness if I sat down during the day
Feeling comfortable lying down and resting this afternoon.
Energy in short bursts to clean the house for guests tonight.
When arrived home at 1.28 - coughing through reminder of night.
Bedtime itchy lump below my sock line on my left leg.
More sure of myself today.
itchy nape.

Day Four of My 12 Day Journey

Day #4
Love

Sharp pain right breast off and on today.
Sinuses remain clear.
In control of tears at Court hearing today.
Wanting to love and be loved by my son but not too disappointed when my needs were not met by him - even after I mentioned that we would be gone by tonight. He didn't reach for me and hug me goodbye, however, it didn't phase me today.
Extreme sleepiness when asleep and waking.
Was able to stay awake most of trip back home (500 miles) mainly to be alert for my husband who was driving through the night.
Driving rain - we pulled over at my suggestion of a potential hazard - and he took notice of me!!
There were none of the usual objections or just ignoring me.
Arthritis in right foot quite pronounced today.
No electrical activity in my brain today.
I have a craving for chocolate though.
Itchy eczema at back of neck really playing up today.

Day Three of My 12 Day journey

Day #3
Unhealthy Beliefs

Intense sharp pain in left right sides of my body in hip and tummy region.

Feeling the need to weep at sad memories, however, not prolonged.

Could talk about sadness and not break down.

Courage to speak up and tell the truth to my daughter.

Courage to say no to a request and not feel guilty about the "no" answer. e.g. - driving my loved ones to railway station. Especially when I was not feeling well enough to drive and felt it a dangerous situation warning me inside.

Day Two of My 12 Day Journey

Day Two
Harmful Actions

Improvements being seen - like the ability to speak with those I love without feeling guilty about having my own opinion.
Awareness of unforgiveness thoughts towards those I love.
Morning activities - heightened to cope with 45 minute exercise on a paperun I have originally obtained so that I would get out of the house and get regular exercise twice a week.
Upon first awaking this morning from a deep sleep - feeling a deep need to keep sleeping - took several minutes maybe even half an hour to bring myself fully awake.
In the past I am awake after 4 hours sleep and ready to run through the day.

The best thing today I am feeling is having the courage to say things to those I am with; whereas previous to this day I have been very unwilling to say anything in fear of being judged as stupid or ignorant. Therefore I have spent a lot of my last few years in silence and only answering people in my head where I have felt safe to answer them.
Today I am not even feeling one ounce of guilt with my verbal responses.

Great progress.

Also today we spent travelling in the car for 500 miles and normally I would just sleep all the way as my mind would be bored in the silence. My husband is not keen on music or the radio and prefers to travel in silence.
Well today I did sleep a little, however, felt more alert and wanting to stay awake and make conversation and watch the scenery.

Great progress.

Day one of my 12 day journey

Day #1

Unforgiveness

Morning: I am suffering severe depression, giddiness, electrical activity in my brain/head, a can't be bothered attitude. I am tearful. Worried I won't receive the Shrinkwrapped package in time before I travel tomorrow with my husband in the car 500 miles to our grandchildren. Worried I will have to wait another week before starting on this journey to heal myself. Listening to all the encouraging audio messages via email from Dr Alex Loyd and Dr Ben Johnson and feeling frustrated because I can't do anything else about anything. The USA is on the other side of the world. How long will it take for them to ship me my package?

I went for a ride with my husband to do some errands which took most of the morning. I can't drive myself because of the disorientation I am feeling in my head with all of this electrical activity happening in there.

I had left my cell phone on the table and when I got home there was a message from an unknown caller's number. I rang them and discovered it was a local courier service enquiring as to when I would be home to have a parcel delivered to me. I got excited. The only parcel I was expecting was from the USA.

At 12:05 I was signing the courier delivery docket. At 12:08 I had unwrapped the package and examined everything and was starting into my Healing Code. Who cares about watching DVD instructions or reading manuals.

After performing the first set of codes twice I felt a peace like no other go through my entire body. After the 5th time I had done them I felt the electrical activity in my brain subside to a trickle. I can manage that!!!

After completing them I felt energised to the point where I went for a short walk down my street to deliver pamphlets - a job I have had for nearly 2 years to give me some exercise. Previous to this outing I had not gone outside much for more than a week because of the lack of energy and general feeling of not being well enough to do much.

The sunshine and fresh air was exhilarating.

By bedtime I was feeling an intense hunger in my tummy. Previous to this I had hardly been interested in food for nearly 4 weeks since the onset of my bronchitis and sinus infection. By this time my cough has disappeared although I am still treating my sinuses with a nasal rinse on a regular basis to clear my breathing passages especially at night.

Previous to Day one

Suffering from chronic depression, flu symptoms, recurring bronchitis, sinus infection, bladder infections, incontinence problems when I coughed, electrical activity in my brain, losing balance, lethargic attitude, inferiority complex, arthritis in old injuries in my right foot and ankle, financial failure, marriage on the brink of disaster, high blood pressure, hypoglycaemia, serious weight control mismanagement, chocolate cravings, constantly weeping, unable to stand up for myself - vulnerable and attracted to bullies, only JUST employed, losing interest in my looks and figure, low self esteem, broke as, gradually becoming agoraphobic, unable to pursue my singing hobby due to sore throat caused by the bronchial cough, intermittent pain in the right ear, afraid to drive myself around as feeling disorientated, feeling rejected by my children and husband, constantly tired, and much much more.

Amidst all of this despair I was linked to a website by a very good friend via email which I followed up and immediately brought the ebook to read. I was not keen on that persons experience of a particular type of lifestyle which I actually enjoy and have never had a problem with, however, there was another link that I followed up on through the original email which led to such a tremendous new concept that zinged with me that same night.

I couldn't afford the product, however, I could just afford the down payment so I stuck my neck out and ordered the Healing Code that same night.

Just since ordering the product and fretfully waiting for it to arrive at my doorstep I began to notice subtle changes to my desperate situation. However, I will let you read on as I go through this journey.