Day Two of My 12 Day Journey

Day Two
Harmful Actions

Improvements being seen - like the ability to speak with those I love without feeling guilty about having my own opinion.
Awareness of unforgiveness thoughts towards those I love.
Morning activities - heightened to cope with 45 minute exercise on a paperun I have originally obtained so that I would get out of the house and get regular exercise twice a week.
Upon first awaking this morning from a deep sleep - feeling a deep need to keep sleeping - took several minutes maybe even half an hour to bring myself fully awake.
In the past I am awake after 4 hours sleep and ready to run through the day.

The best thing today I am feeling is having the courage to say things to those I am with; whereas previous to this day I have been very unwilling to say anything in fear of being judged as stupid or ignorant. Therefore I have spent a lot of my last few years in silence and only answering people in my head where I have felt safe to answer them.
Today I am not even feeling one ounce of guilt with my verbal responses.

Great progress.

Also today we spent travelling in the car for 500 miles and normally I would just sleep all the way as my mind would be bored in the silence. My husband is not keen on music or the radio and prefers to travel in silence.
Well today I did sleep a little, however, felt more alert and wanting to stay awake and make conversation and watch the scenery.

Great progress.

Day one of my 12 day journey

Day #1

Unforgiveness

Morning: I am suffering severe depression, giddiness, electrical activity in my brain/head, a can't be bothered attitude. I am tearful. Worried I won't receive the Shrinkwrapped package in time before I travel tomorrow with my husband in the car 500 miles to our grandchildren. Worried I will have to wait another week before starting on this journey to heal myself. Listening to all the encouraging audio messages via email from Dr Alex Loyd and Dr Ben Johnson and feeling frustrated because I can't do anything else about anything. The USA is on the other side of the world. How long will it take for them to ship me my package?

I went for a ride with my husband to do some errands which took most of the morning. I can't drive myself because of the disorientation I am feeling in my head with all of this electrical activity happening in there.

I had left my cell phone on the table and when I got home there was a message from an unknown caller's number. I rang them and discovered it was a local courier service enquiring as to when I would be home to have a parcel delivered to me. I got excited. The only parcel I was expecting was from the USA.

At 12:05 I was signing the courier delivery docket. At 12:08 I had unwrapped the package and examined everything and was starting into my Healing Code. Who cares about watching DVD instructions or reading manuals.

After performing the first set of codes twice I felt a peace like no other go through my entire body. After the 5th time I had done them I felt the electrical activity in my brain subside to a trickle. I can manage that!!!

After completing them I felt energised to the point where I went for a short walk down my street to deliver pamphlets - a job I have had for nearly 2 years to give me some exercise. Previous to this outing I had not gone outside much for more than a week because of the lack of energy and general feeling of not being well enough to do much.

The sunshine and fresh air was exhilarating.

By bedtime I was feeling an intense hunger in my tummy. Previous to this I had hardly been interested in food for nearly 4 weeks since the onset of my bronchitis and sinus infection. By this time my cough has disappeared although I am still treating my sinuses with a nasal rinse on a regular basis to clear my breathing passages especially at night.