Day #9
Goodness
Sleepy so stayed in bed till 8. Woke at 5 so did Codes then.
Ear still sore (right - twinges to remind me to take things easy today)
Flashing in my head
Tearful
Head not feeling right.
Am up in lounge only I feel like I should be lying down. - will stay up for a while.
Small amount of itching nape of neck not like it was though.
No sign of extra food in my weight this morning - down to 66Kgs.
Shakey in my arms
Symptoms persisted all day
Also headachey
Published my first blog 12 days
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Day Nine of My 12 Day Journey To Heal My Body
Day Eight of My 12 Day Journey to Heal My Body
Day #8
Kindness
Headachey - due to the chocolate I ate before I went to bed last night?
Sinuses clear
No pain in right foot or toes still - appears to be no sign of arthritis.
Feeling sad for Ari
fairly good sleep. Slept with calming music BOM video sound track.
Wide awake after only 4-1/2 hours sleep. Daylight savings yesterday – usually disturbs my sleep pattern for the first few days.
Itch still at nape of neck when I have exzcema - not as bad today.
Right Ear still sore when I swallow.
Lunchtime - head still not clear.
5.30pm Electrical storm going on in my head - not as bad at 10pm but still there.
Can't walk or drive very steadily. Wee bit panicky
now and again a butterfly in my lower tummy
9pm ate a huge meal of chicken and stuffing and a banana really late.
No blood pressure pills today to see if that is the cause of flashing in head.
Bedtime - could feel my heart pulsing in my ears - headachey - Keith home from Auckland and drove down the hill to get him. Not very confident in doing that though.
Missionaries came at 1/4 to 8 and gave me a blessing.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Day Seven of My 12 Day Journey
Day #7
Patience
Woke buzzing with an idea for a book
Headachey - is this the after effects of eating chocolate yesterday?
Sinuses blocked and annoying in the morning
Totally relaxed today - all by myself in bed - enjoying the fresh air
Cleaned some of the house today - kitchen and living areas in case I got some visitors.
Listening to spiritual music - Book of Mormon Video soundtrack
At peace with myself
Missing my granddaughter and wanting to teach her what I know so far about his healing programme.
Mind very alert to editing copy of documents.
Rested today while exploring my business prospects.
By the evening my sinuses were better.
No pain in my toes or my foot
Still experiencing an itch at the back of my neck
Feeling sorry for my granddaughter
Got my 3 websites out into the world - published.
Still have to sort one out for an embedded code that won't read for some reason
Nuisance - will do after the webinar tomorrow.
Patience
Woke buzzing with an idea for a book
Headachey - is this the after effects of eating chocolate yesterday?
Sinuses blocked and annoying in the morning
Totally relaxed today - all by myself in bed - enjoying the fresh air
Cleaned some of the house today - kitchen and living areas in case I got some visitors.
Listening to spiritual music - Book of Mormon Video soundtrack
At peace with myself
Missing my granddaughter and wanting to teach her what I know so far about his healing programme.
Mind very alert to editing copy of documents.
Rested today while exploring my business prospects.
By the evening my sinuses were better.
No pain in my toes or my foot
Still experiencing an itch at the back of my neck
Feeling sorry for my granddaughter
Got my 3 websites out into the world - published.
Still have to sort one out for an embedded code that won't read for some reason
Nuisance - will do after the webinar tomorrow.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Day Six of My 12 Day Journey
Day #6
Peace
Chest rattley near end of 2nd set of codes
Coughing - chesty
Right foot toes still a problem
also middle of right foot small amount of pain
sinus still clear - although right one a little runny by mid morning
Pictures with children
Icecream and m&M's $56
Mum and Dad's
squeamish
no energy - feeling like sitting
Dog over my clothes no problem- not panicking about it
Head not good after an hour in my parents house
itchy nape
Home - head getting worse, extremely sleepy
Glad of Ariana's help with dinner
Bed to watch DVD Harry Potter with the children - couldnt keep my eyes open
Through the night 2pm onwards - blocked right sinus - both sides full, coughing, leaking, quite weary and uncomfortable till daybreak.
Headachey
Must have dozed off as woke with a book idea in my head - perfect sex in a perfect marriage - virgins - ideas.
Peace
Chest rattley near end of 2nd set of codes
Coughing - chesty
Right foot toes still a problem
also middle of right foot small amount of pain
sinus still clear - although right one a little runny by mid morning
Pictures with children
Icecream and m&M's $56
Mum and Dad's
squeamish
no energy - feeling like sitting
Dog over my clothes no problem- not panicking about it
Head not good after an hour in my parents house
itchy nape
Home - head getting worse, extremely sleepy
Glad of Ariana's help with dinner
Bed to watch DVD Harry Potter with the children - couldnt keep my eyes open
Through the night 2pm onwards - blocked right sinus - both sides full, coughing, leaking, quite weary and uncomfortable till daybreak.
Headachey
Must have dozed off as woke with a book idea in my head - perfect sex in a perfect marriage - virgins - ideas.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Day Five of My 12 Day Journey to Healing my Body
Day # 5
Joy
Sinuses clear
Intense pain tonight in right foot middle toe areas
I am more assertive
Confident in being who I am
Feeling encouraged by a loves one's attitude in helping me to around the house when guests are due - a very pressured situation - and then to help with the cleaning up after they were gone.
Feeling patient
More daring to be myself regardless of those around me and their thoughts.
This morning arthritis in right foot quite severe pain.
Weary to the point of extreme sleepiness if I sat down during the day
Feeling comfortable lying down and resting this afternoon.
Energy in short bursts to clean the house for guests tonight.
When arrived home at 1.28 - coughing through reminder of night.
Bedtime itchy lump below my sock line on my left leg.
More sure of myself today.
itchy nape.
Joy
Sinuses clear
Intense pain tonight in right foot middle toe areas
I am more assertive
Confident in being who I am
Feeling encouraged by a loves one's attitude in helping me to around the house when guests are due - a very pressured situation - and then to help with the cleaning up after they were gone.
Feeling patient
More daring to be myself regardless of those around me and their thoughts.
This morning arthritis in right foot quite severe pain.
Weary to the point of extreme sleepiness if I sat down during the day
Feeling comfortable lying down and resting this afternoon.
Energy in short bursts to clean the house for guests tonight.
When arrived home at 1.28 - coughing through reminder of night.
Bedtime itchy lump below my sock line on my left leg.
More sure of myself today.
itchy nape.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Day Four of My 12 Day Journey
Day #4
Love
Sharp pain right breast off and on today.
Sinuses remain clear.
In control of tears at Court hearing today.
Wanting to love and be loved by my son but not too disappointed when my needs were not met by him - even after I mentioned that we would be gone by tonight. He didn't reach for me and hug me goodbye, however, it didn't phase me today.
Extreme sleepiness when asleep and waking.
Was able to stay awake most of trip back home (500 miles) mainly to be alert for my husband who was driving through the night.
Driving rain - we pulled over at my suggestion of a potential hazard - and he took notice of me!!
There were none of the usual objections or just ignoring me.
Arthritis in right foot quite pronounced today.
No electrical activity in my brain today.
I have a craving for chocolate though.
Itchy eczema at back of neck really playing up today.
Love
Sharp pain right breast off and on today.
Sinuses remain clear.
In control of tears at Court hearing today.
Wanting to love and be loved by my son but not too disappointed when my needs were not met by him - even after I mentioned that we would be gone by tonight. He didn't reach for me and hug me goodbye, however, it didn't phase me today.
Extreme sleepiness when asleep and waking.
Was able to stay awake most of trip back home (500 miles) mainly to be alert for my husband who was driving through the night.
Driving rain - we pulled over at my suggestion of a potential hazard - and he took notice of me!!
There were none of the usual objections or just ignoring me.
Arthritis in right foot quite pronounced today.
No electrical activity in my brain today.
I have a craving for chocolate though.
Itchy eczema at back of neck really playing up today.
Day Three of My 12 Day journey
Day #3
Unhealthy Beliefs
Intense sharp pain in left right sides of my body in hip and tummy region.
Feeling the need to weep at sad memories, however, not prolonged.
Could talk about sadness and not break down.
Courage to speak up and tell the truth to my daughter.
Courage to say no to a request and not feel guilty about the "no" answer. e.g. - driving my loved ones to railway station. Especially when I was not feeling well enough to drive and felt it a dangerous situation warning me inside.
Unhealthy Beliefs
Intense sharp pain in left right sides of my body in hip and tummy region.
Feeling the need to weep at sad memories, however, not prolonged.
Could talk about sadness and not break down.
Courage to speak up and tell the truth to my daughter.
Courage to say no to a request and not feel guilty about the "no" answer. e.g. - driving my loved ones to railway station. Especially when I was not feeling well enough to drive and felt it a dangerous situation warning me inside.
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